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i’m closing this blog..and i will be blogging in this website http://www.eastermythology.blogspot.com

my sis have been asking me the same question everyday!why am i so free and not doing my collection..she saw me lepaking around the house and going out lately has been botherin her i guess ‘cos i seems so relax!!yea,my graduation show will be on the 3rd of April.. **cant wait for it to be over** ..i know i have so much to do..i really have no idea how much I’m going to spend for this graduation man…so many things going on…search for the rite shoes…styling,accessories,make up,hair do,models,bla bla bla bla…it is going to be my worst nightmare…I’ve been spending so much NOT for myself but for the show…huh…seriously, I’ve been so broke thanks to the show..yea,but I’m glad my lovely buddies are coming for my show…i know the tickets are expensive!!RM100…who the heck will pay for it?!?!i know..sorry people..but there’s people who are willing to pay the price for me..I’m flying high and happy for it!!its pretty much important for me cos its my 1st show..= )

as I sat there worshiping god with the others..i have no idea why but somehow the feeling comes back..i know it’s weird but it’s been long since i last have this feeling..I’ve too many problems in me and trust me..I’m not being godly here..and i admit it I’m not a godly person at all!READ MY WORDS…I’m not a godly person!somehow crying out to god will make u feel much better rather than crying to someone else.Al thou there’s a person to talk to but somehow u’ll feel much better crying it out to god…Ive been there done that; )..but i believe in miracle and hoping god will answer my prayer..

lastly,dedication to poay!so sorry i was late to the airport…so sorry…I’m glad u’re off to Adelaide!no more donkey to irritate me…nah… **just kidding** …it’s just sad to send someone off and knowing they might not come back anytime soon..sigh..Ive been going to the airport every month to send a person off..and next…Fiona on Feb!who will be after her??we’ll see…

it was supposed to be an usual day where i wake up, shower and go to college…I’m so freaking sick and its killin me..my fever just went on and off for d past few days..yea..**sickening**..never mind..i still drag myself to college cos i know I’ll never finish if i don’t go to college!! as i was driving to college i heard a kitten mourning..OH SHIT!i thought i hit a cat…i checked the back mirror i dint see anything..everyone was driving normally, so i thought it was nothing..as i was driving the kitten went even louder even my radio was on but the kitten was even louder than my radio..everyone who knows me well knows that i doubtlessly H.A.T.E cats!!!i was so afraid to drive any longer so i make a turn back to my house and called my dad..i told him there’s a cat somewhere in or either out of my car!!he was half asleep..saying..huh?!?!nothing wan la..i insisted him to check my car..i swear i was driving back home with my legs up on the sit most of the time..i was so afraid the cat will b in my car..I’m grossed out every time i see a cat..

finally, i was home..dad checked inside my car..he didn’t see anything..never mind,then he check d hood…he didn’t see anything..FINALLY, the cat started making noise again..we couldn’t find where is the kitten…it was somewhere but we don’t know where…almost half an hour to figure out where is the kitten…believe me,we used all sort of ways to get the kitten out of my car..i honked,accelerate my car, my dad hits my car everywhere…turns up the kitten is still hidden somewhere…my dad gave up same goes to me…so he sent my car to the workshop to open up everything to see where is that kitten hiding..do i owe them!?!?sigh..this creation of god is seriously killin me..i swear to god..arghhh…i always have weird experience with cat!

finally,i went to the specialist today..yea!!sinus infection AGAIN….*sigh*..so i’m under medication…= )

i’m sure everyone had a blast!it’s christmas..awww..but how sad christmas is over!!!i had so much fun with my friends…anyhow,i’m so lazy to blog rite now..jus wanna wish everyone a blessed christmas!!and thank ‘U’ for everything**smiley**

i had so much fun on weekend eve that i gotta suffer during weekend..sobs..i headed down to KL on saturday when everyone told me not to go KL..i received so many freaking phone calls on friday asking me not to head down to KL..HELLO!!mind u people..i study at KL and it’s just behind city square..how can i not be in KL??hehe…after crapping so much…actually i didn’t go to kl on friday**hehe..don’t kill me for my silliness** …hmph..same goes to saturday..i thought the raid was still on but i didn’t give a damn i head down to KL with crisabel cos i was really desperated to find fabric for my mini collection if not i’ll be so dead!crisabel was with me and we gossip all the way to KL…to my horror..there’s no traffic jam at all!!hmph…RAID???fake news.. went petaling street–>masjid jamek–>KLCC–>Titiwangsa..it was so empty!!i never see kl that empty..i was so happy.. **i know i’m a sicko** !i went for the FU-yoh STREET BLAST on sat at titiwangsa with 5 of my friends..it was hmppphhhh.. OKIE LAR! ohhh..the G-force was the only cool thing..i wasn’t there for the fun..just to have a look at the fashion show..my friend got in the final and he won!ahahaha..crisabel looked very worry when we ere at the street blast cos she was suppose to go to church…the conversatin went like this…

me :ah ma,why u look so freaking worry?

belle:nola..it’s 4.50 now..i need to go to church..i must go i can’t miss church..

me:must go meh..what time is ur church service?

belle:5..

**it was too late to leave**

me:sorry leh..how now?

**my other friends was there,vienne bug in the con**

vienne:huh..must go church meh?so late edy.go tomorrow since tomorrow got service also..

belle:i’m not free tomorrow.

vienne:why?

**we both were curious**

belle:i wanna go tracking in the morning..

** -_______-’ **that was the look on vienne and me!

me:WHAT??misss church for jungle tracking?**speechless**

vienne:oh yah..u have to take holy communion..u must take 1 i know..u cannot miss 1

me:miss won’t die one rite**i’m evil**

vienne:eh,u call ur friend ask ur friend to ‘TA PAU’**take away** for u la the holy communion then u can makan…

belle and me:burst start laughing..this is the cause of stressness…arghhh..we are freaking babi i have to say..

finally,after everything i have to suffer staying up the whole nite doing my assigns till sun afternoon and i knocked off at 12 in the noon…hehehe…i’m so zombieeeeeeeeee now….H.E.L.P is all i need..

**peace**

people just love to steal my stuff!!i have no idea why..i know i’m blur..arghhh…my baby shrek(i dont know the actual name..so screw it) went missing again!!!i was searching for it everywhere…i told myself:whichever bitch who took it i swear i will kill u !i swear..and guess where i found it!at joey’s friendster primary photo!i know i’m ‘innocent’ u don’t have to pick on me like all the time rite BICTH!!i know ur laughing rite now…and just to let u know this post is dedicated to u only!i’m angelic to everyone.. -__-..

hehe..i coated my nails RED…yea…it’s nice rite??i think it’s nice but why …why people give me weird reaction?!?*sigh** i love it and i WILL coat my nails red again…**smiley**…Nicole told me i look so slut with my nails..and i will show her my sluttiness and she will laugh..haha…u love it rite??!?KAY!!!i need to do my assigns now…

just another typical sunday!church in the morning and lunch and home for bed..=)..something to share!!i have been hanging out with vivienne for almost 2 years and last week only she found out that i use chopsticks with my left hand..HOLY MAMA!! you know what question she asked me?!?do u write with ur left hand..OMG..i don’t okay! she sees me more than my dad.almost everyday we see each other and she ask me that question **weird** …arghh..i was trying to figure out..it wasn’t the first time i’m using chopsticks when i’m with her..lols…she kept laughing bout it..hmph..funny la this girl

i really dislike people who don’t keep their promises…if u think u can’t make it happen then don’t show me ur bloody face cos i don’t wanna see u at all…i have my reason for being mad and emo for everything.don’t ask.

peace out =)

time flies so fast..it just feels like i just registered myself in college yest..oh no!!!i’m a senior now..it’s so BER-freaky u know that!it’s like i don’t know anything yet and i have to prepare dy for everything to graduate..i dont wan 2 leave college althou it sucks to stay up late everyday and not sleeping for nites..i deserve it cos i’m not as good as others..i admit it..my time management sucks big time!who manage it well?trust me..mostly last minute..i swear!!u see..it’s weird..we need inspiration to sketch…we will take like days to think of the inspriration..have to sketch 25 garments 4 a collection but turn up not even 5 done BUT on the day bfore deadline…ehehehe..got ilham wan u know…lols..and the most shocking part is..u can suddenly sketch out more than 25 sketches in a nite within 6 hours..don’t laugh!!!i thought i was the onli one..lols..nopiie!!most of my collmates r like this except those rajin wans…hehe..i have so many zits now…arghhh….so stress…

it’s just weird to mention bout this in my blog but I’m just going to let it all out.it’s so fun to have girlfriends like mine.After years of having u guys,i encounter alot of things and i mean i really do know who my true friends are.since kindergarten.. **awwwwww** ..how cute can that be rite?!

I’m sure there’s people who is interested in this..every person have a childhood story..same goes to me..hehe..yes,i’m going to tell u people my childhood story..it’s so fun to have that memories..i was from assunta kindergarten..it’s a co-ed kin..i don’t have any close gf at that moment..i don’t think i even know it’s so fun to hang out with girls but kids always have this things of fighting for stuff and jealousy..lol..i only recall one person.yes,u got it rite.it’s a boy.he was my very close friend.even our parents were close.we were just like other kids..we hold hands to classes n sit side by side..we play together and bully each other..haha..see!i do have a childhood story just like every other kid.i know maybe urs is not as interesting as mine..hehehe..we were so straight forward and don’t hide nor bitch-fight or back stab friends..as time goes by,people change…people come and go in ur life..and people just love to make things more complicated and not prefer the easy ways..girls loves dramas **but not me** …guys hate girls with dramas but still love girls..hehe… specially dedicate this to someone..i need not mention it ere who you are..u know it yourself..true friends will never do this to their friends.i just want u to know.think for urself do u have any true friends?!I’m not mad but i actually pity u.I’ll still pray that god will change u to a better person.= )

I’m happy i finally catch up with one of my friend aka donkey yest and we talked so much..haha..i know u will be reading this..yea..steward it seems= )..lols..

i have better stuff to share!currently,i’mso obsess with this cupcakes…they are so CUTE!!!! check the pics out..u can purchase it from ‘the apartment’ at the curve but it’s quite costly..so i order it from the net…yums…it’s damn nice.I’m so in love with the mint choc..i eat it like very week..its so yummy!!!yeeyen, my sis and me collected and we got a box cupcakes for free..the auntie was such a nice lady..= )

IT LOOK DELICIOUS RITE?!?